EXAMS WEEK = A HELL LOT OF REDBULL INGESTIONS! I seriously don´t know what I would do without Redbull. I am 24/7 sleepy all the time. Okey, maybe not all the time. But most of the time when it comes to studying, reading and doing my assignments. It was so hard waking up today. So hard that I slept til 1 pm today. Shoot! I haven´t started reading for my finals. Not just any exam. Omg. I´m in deep doo doo! This is soo not going anywhere. Might as well sign up to re-take the exam this autum!
Making our way upper town. After the movie was finished, around 9-10 pm we spontaneously decide to drove to Drammen for sight seeing. And slow jams was our tune on the radio. It was so chill. We´ve really been slacking knowing that we have an exam this friday. And not just any exam. It´s THE exam!! In order to be an Optician, you must passed this exam. 2 hours. 100 questions. Oh God... I haven´t started reading yet! Typical me.
Speaking of song, G fell inlove with Jason Derulo´s single - What if. So G, I dedicate this song and post to you. And you too D dawg, I feel you!
We had to listen to it for like a gazillion times in the car!! And I´m hooked. I had this song on repeat since I got home. Infected. I think it´s cute how everyone is like, love-sick cracking! HEHE. Specially G, she´s good at hiding something. She never spells or tells us who she likes or how she feel. But yesterday night, she finally broke down in tears. Okey, no tears. HAHA! I tend to exaggerate. Though she didn´t give us his name cuz she thinks we´d go around and tell everyone and everybody. Which is not true! Okey, partly true! :P But she finally confessed. Hah, I knew there was something.
Am I the only one who´s not on the same boat as them? Feels like everyone around me is inlove. Cute!
We sat at school until around 5-6 pm today. T´was already dark outside when we´re finishes. Ugh. Winter. You are so depressing some times... Lucky for us, we got invited to a dinner. Dinner and Rush Hour 2. Can´t go wrong with that! What a combo! :D
After dinner. We drove SPONTANEOUSLY to Drammen around 10 pm! It was soo cozy. I love that place, specially by night!
I made this for a year ago now. I can´t believe it´s been that long! Seriously though, feels like I made this just a couple of months ago. I´m thinking of transfering my blog. I hate the fact that you always have to come up with somewhat tittle every freaking time. I´m not good with titles. Still can´t believe it´s been a year now. How time flies. SICK!
Haven´t had time to update my blog. Got tons of pics to post but I´m too lazy, besides it´s examamination week! Can´t wait to go home meet my mom, dad and friends! Bed´s inviting.
Santa can you hear me? Really hope that your on your way. With something special for me in your sleigh. I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing. I want my baby! I melt inside everytime I hear and see him sing. So hard to findguys like him today.
If you be the cash I'll be the rubberband You be the match Imma be your fuse Boom! Painter baby you Could be the muse I'm the reporter baby You could be the news Cause your the cigarrette And I'm the smoker We raise a bet... Cause your a joker Truth tho... You are the chalk And I could be the blackboard And you can be the talk And I could be the walk
Even when the sky comes falling Even when the sun don't shine I got faith in you and I So put your pretty little hand in mine Even when we're down to the wire babe Even when it's do or die We can do it baby simple and plain This love is a sure thing
Seriosly. Back to studying. Jam to this song. And promise to not fall as sleep! Ahh, don´t you just love discovering new music that you love? Thanks to mæ boi Albert who hooked up up with these songs.. I mean for the list, not that he downloaded it for me.. Cuz I had to.. -_- You could´ve atleast spare me the work!! HEHE
Is way too distracting right now: Facebook. Tumblr. Youtube. Etc. I have an exam ths friday and I barely even have started studying! I am in deep doo doo. Oh yes I am! I soo am!!! Dang it! So... time to unplug this damn internet. Right after I finish downloading new founded songs. Love em´ all. Mellow. Chill. Just my type. Ahhh.
I have no motivation to keep me going. I am a big procrastinator. I wish I had something that motivates me, so I can work towards that. I AM SCREWING UP MY FRESHMAN YEAR! Yeah, that´s more like me. I seriosly have lost it. Motivation. Concentration. Whatnot. -_- zzZZ
Alle forteller deg at han ikke er bra for deg, at han ikke fortjener deg. Og det gjør han ikke, men likevel vil du bare være med han. Og han vil være med hvem som helst. Du lukker øynene hver gang han er med noen andre, men kjenner det stikker litt. Så kommer han tilbake til deg igjen. Forteller deg alt du vil høre. Holder rundt deg. Kysser deg.
Han er en feil du begår igjen, og igjen. Du sier til deg selv at dette var siste gangen, men vet at det aldri blir det. Du skyver han vekk, og trekker deg unna. Han skal glemmes. Og det funker.. i en liten periode, så klarer han likevel å trekke deg inn igjen.
Du sletter alt, alle minner, og håper at han bare skal forsvinne for godt. At du skal slippe å se han, høre stemmen hans, se han smile, le. Samtidig som du håper at han skal komme og holde rundt deg igjen, og kysse deg, være den som gjør deg glad. Så hva gjør du egentlig? Lukker øynene og fortsetter å overse alt, i håp om at han en dag skal forandre seg? At han en dag skal vokse opp.. Ingen forandrer seg.
I had mac & cheese for breakfast todaay. Now I´m nauseous. I didn´t even eat a wholesome. I guess I know what I´m having for tonights midnight snacks. hehe. Can´t wait to go out with my ladies tonight. It´s been ages. Like a weeks ago. Hah! I love the fact that the clubs are like 50 meters away from where I live. Short walking distance. What´s not to love?
Not everybody knows how to work my body , knows how to make me want it But boy you stay up on it , you got that something that keeps me so off balance Baby you're a challenge , let's explore your talent
Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me Hey boy , I really wanna be with you cause you just my type
Ooh na na na I need a boy to take it over , looking for a guy to put in work Baby you got me and ain't nowhere that I'd be than with your arms around me
Back and forth you rock me , so I surrender to every word you whisper Every door you enter , I will let you in
When you want someone, you have to take the person as a whole. Their entire being. Meaning you have to take the good with the bad. You can´t just pick the bright side of a person´s personality and leave the other behind because to every good person, comes bad moments too. Relevant to the saying, if you can´t handle someone at their worst, then you sure as heck don?t deserve their best.
Chest to chest. Nose to nose. Palm to palm. We were always just that close. Wrist wrist. Toe to toe. Lips that just felt like the inside of a rose. So how come when I reach out my fingers. It feels more than distance between us. Eye to eye. Cheek to cheek. Side by side. You were sleeping next to me. Arm to arm. Dusk to dawn. With the curtains drawn. And a little last nite on these sheets. So how come when I reach out my fingers. It feels more than distance between us.
Just when I felt like giving up on us. You turned around and gave me one last touch. That made everything feel better. And even then my eyes got better. So confused wanna ask you if you love me. But I dont wanna seem so weak. Maybe I´ve been california dreaming. In this california king bed. We?re ten thousand miles apart. I bet california wishing on these stars of the heart of me.
Think I just found my new jam. I love Rihannas new album, Loud. I got my cop!y! :
Jeg sier alltid "det er bedre å angre på noe man har gjort, enn å angre på noe man ikke har turt å gjøre", men likevel sitter jeg her å angrer på ting jeg ikke turte å gjøre. Jeg sier også "det er aldri for sent" når jeg skal gi andre råd, men likevel følger jeg ikke mine egne råd. Jeg angrer på at jeg ikke gjorde noe, men nå er det for sent.
Chances I didnt take. Relationships we were afraid to have. Decisions we waited too long to make.
Han var en venn av venn, sånn.. jeg visste hvem han var, samtidig som jeg ikke visste hvem var. Så ble vi kjent, og plustelig så var han en venn, og han andre ble en venn av han. Han var en man ikke kunne annet enn å smile av når man så han. En man bare villeklemme og aldri slippe. En man ble glad av bare man så. Og for ikke å snakke om hvor kjekk han var.. For det var han. Kjempe. Kjekk. Han var en man gledet seg til å se..
.. Men som man aldri turte å spørre om å finne på noe. En man bare tok sjansen på at var der. At man møtte han på gata. At han ute. Jeg spør meg selv hvorfor, og trøster meg selv med et svar jeg tror jeg kan leve med. Et svar som er en god nok unnskyldning for at jeg aldri tok sjansen. Jeg var redd for å bli skuffa. At han ikke var så snill som jeg trodde. At han ikke var så søt som jeg trodde. At han ikke hadde den personligheten jeg trodde han hadde.. Ja, jeg slår meg til ro med at han ikke var den jeg trodde han var, og sparer meg selv tårer og knuste hjerter.